Just a flashback..
The day i came into the course was 27 Apr.. and now its almost 1 mth since im in the course. So..time really flies!! Still got another 2-3 more wks before i can finally pass out (hopefully!).. as its not easy.. then RTU to Gedong again!!
Well.. so how's the 4th week of driving.. let me conclude it here..
Basically, i went to retake my Public Rd Assessment again (as i said i failed on sat) on monday.. guess wad? I failed!! :(.. nvm, retake again on Tues.. still failed!! :((.. Wed.. my FOURTH attempt.. lol.. this time finally PASSED!! Whewwww.. only left me and 1 more guy haven passed up till the 4th attempt.. so yeah both of us finally passed! But its not a gd feeling to fail 3 times consecutively of course..
Another test which i failed 3 times is my HSP test!! Arghhh!!! First and second time failed cos i wasnt very ready n tester was a tough one.. The 3rd was supposedly an easy one.. but i did a careless mistake and the 1st 2 boards he gave me was sth which i nv do before.. so.. POOM!! Failed again :(((.. Most ppl already passed by now, but i still haven.. rly feel very down n demoralised... Arghhh.. when can i pass my HSP!!!!??? Another bad thing is, when i tell my theory instructor abt my score, he wasn't shocked. He already expected me to fail, cos he said i nv practice much at all.. yes but at least i did practise only he din see.. but den he kinda not happy with me lidat.. its like i deserve to fail.. he also wun lend me a hand.. i think i just have to rely on myself to pass HSP le.. :(
OKKK.. enough abt the course curriculum... so far i haven talk much abt the inner stuffs.. so yeah..
Well, generally my bunk mates are still quite friendly n nice, except for a minority.. And also becos of my slow n blur~ many tends to see me in a negative way. :( Gossips and rumours also spread very fast like fire... some mistakes i did wrong during driving was also kena spread throughout the whole bunk n group.. make me so malu lor!! But nvm, i just let it go..
Within the course, there are still some nice ppl whom i mix ard with but still not too close to them yet..
So all in all, u can still say im a loner... perhaps i jus dun hav the ability to socialise well with ppl and get to noe them in greater depth..
Oyes, back to course curriculum... after i passed my Public assessment.. i then began to drive a 3 TONNER!! That's way bigger n harder than the landrover i was driving previously.. but well, im still learning now.. so can't say much, but actually i think its rather easy n better to drive than landrover.. hmm.. tats wad i feel.
Thats abt all.... still feeling upset abt my failing HSP... damn!!!
I dunno wad i shud do if i rly fail my HSP the 4th time... ooc?? rly dunno... but then return to gedong with nth is like so paiseh also.. i wanna return with a license at least!! Hmm.. kinda missed my gedong days... shiong but stay-out..
But this environment im in now is not totally bad... slack but stressed.. and stay-in.. haha so contradicting.. this is more on MENTAL stress.. gedong is PHYSICAL stress... both are different kinds of STRESS.. k la.. yeah, but driving rly damn stressed lor.. not easy sia.. esp need to change up/down gears while travelling on the roads.. paying attention to ur surroundings.. its rly like MULTI-TASKING!!! U do so many things in one go... so driving is rly not easy...
K bah, shud end here liao...
Oya, got a new mp3 which i bought at SLS last wk.. but damn i din charge full batt..so only very little batt left and pooom.. batt flat... :( k la, now go charge it and slp le.. bbz!
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