Winzzy's World Of Thoughts

Well, just last wk, God placed sbdy to be with me in my section, but then its only temporary.. This guy was none other than Dextre who was in the m113 section. As our section is short of manpower and he has just came back from his driving course... so he was asked to join our section. At first i tot it wud be a permanent one, but only to realise its only temp.. Actually with his presence, it rly did help me a lot. Why? Cos he's also in the same church as me.. CHC!! Yeah.. fellow bros in christ!! That made it easier for us to get along wif each other. Although sometimes will get chided by my sgt, but his presence is just like "God".. upon seeing him, all my worries and frustrations will be gone.. he's just like an angel sent by God. At first i got to know dex thru sushi, my oje mate.. they were in m113.. first time din noe he was a christian, as his attitude dun rly show.. only thru this time den i got to noe he's also a chc-ian too! It was rly a jubilant news.. to noe that someone of the same church is in the same section as me!!

But however... as i said, he's only temporary.. and plus, next 2 wks he'll be having ICT.. so he wun be around.. thus its back to where i am again.. thats why i nd to be independent.. i think God wants me to be independent.. by taking him away from me.. God wants me to survive on my own.. i hope i can do so.. becos i've been quite reliant on dex ever since he came to our section last wk.. i rly hope he can stay with us for longer periods.. but well.. maybe God just wan me to be more independent so he took dex away..

So well i hope i can be more independent...

Peace and serenity... listening to some peaceful melody is wad i want now...

Doing yoga on the beach...

Imagination..

Independent!!

I can do it!!

RAH!

Becos of LAB, we have been so busy busy busy... everyday OT OT OT... its all LAB's fault!!

Sometimes when i go camp, rly dun hav the passion n drive to work, but still must force myself to.. I just can't help it.. i dun like to sweat (not that much) like a bucket of water.. i hate to get inside that confined space.. worse still, i have to squat like mad everytime... i dun like to squat and can't squat that long, it will cause my foot to be very painful!! Haiz... anyway, LAB is coming in ONE week's time... after that, we'll have ICT... eveyrthing will only die down in 12th april.. by then it will be more relaxed.. but but.. still gotta wait so long!! Arghhhh!! I can't wait any longer!!

How i wish i dun have to do all these unnecessary stuff anymore.. afterall they are just some useless piece of scrap metal waiting to be destroyed sooner or later. Ns ns ns.. i hate it to the core!! I rly hate it... why must i be in the most suckiest section out of all the sections in my platoon?? WHY?? Why..God why... did u place me to be here??!!

I rly just wish i can slack all day long...... no nd to do anything... isn't that gd?? I can't stand the amt of workload.. everytime i go to office after breakfast, straightaway its work work work.. other sections still can sit down n rest.. why i can't?? And many at times, there's no breaks at all... not until the last hr.. where everyone packing up and rdy to bkout..

On another note, my sis has just flown to genting... so gd sia.. i wanna go tooo!! I feel like gg to another place out of here.... rmbing the times i went to tioman island, it was just splendid!! Truly a getaway indeed!! I just want to bask in an open space under the big sun.. and listen to the calm waves of the sea and enjoying the cool sea breeze... when will i ever get to do that again?? Its been quite some time since i get to enjoy sun, sand and sea... rly feel like gg to enjoy it once more... the last time i been to these places were our oeti cohesion outing at sentosa... it was a day of fun and laughter.. most enjoyed..

Kk la, nth much to say liao... only can say, the road ahead lies even more... so yeah, life just moves on... it just moves on...