Tmr will receive the posting result, its either gedong or kranji. Most likely its a stay-in. Really dunno where i am gg to go. Just hope it is a good one and got a few good or close ppl same unit as me that will be gd enuf. Cos its gg to be for 1 yr 7 mths! Its definitely a decision for life as to where i will be and what kind of live i will be living for the rest of the 1 yr 7 mths of my life in ns.
Passing out also means that i am now a qualified technician, but i know i am not.. Even if ask me to go repair vehicle now, i will still struggle with a question mark on my head. But the fact is im already a qualified technician... ah well.
Next is my relationship with the rest of the trainees. Overall, i would say i have a moderate kind of relationship with them. Still not very close yet. I guess its just hard for me to click with them not knowing what to say at times. I tried very very very hard to be like "one of them" but i still dun seem to be "one of them".
'Nuff said...
Life is hard.. gotta move on to the next chapter of life.
If i had a choice, i'd rather not be born into this world so i wun have to experience all these bitterness that im experiencing now.
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