Winzzy's World Of Thoughts

Anw, talking abt life in ns.. u nv noe unless u go thru it..

Its all abt discipline and regimentation.. u get fucked if u do things wrongly.. act blur, slow etc..

To say the least, wad i enjoy most or look forward to the most is sleeping and eating.

Sleeping is a time whereby i can put all my worries and troubles aside.. even for just that short period of time i rly feel peaceful and at ease.. but when the alarm clock rings, i noe its time to get up and face reality again..

Eating is a time whereby i can "vent" all the anger in me thru "stuffing myself" with food.. i do eat a lot seriously.. hungry that time dun even care.. ate like nobody business.. breakfast got bread i eat like dunno how many pieces.. as i rly wan to eat until im satisfied.. perhaps its wrong to do so i dunno..

Everytime when booking coming back home is really a joy to me, as i dun have to work.. just relax and slack.. but when book in and on the ferry.. seeing the island leave me is rly a sad thing.. as everytime i onboard the ferry means another wk of endurance to all the sufferings.. yes i have been SOS-ing all this while during my stay in bmt.

I actually looked forward to POC.. cant wait to get out of ah kong.. but.. i also noe unit life is not easy too.. so either way i am still at the losing end..

Ok dun wanna think any further.. already got so many kans from pmates, smates, bud, sg and sirs.. im kinda immune liao..

So field camp is next!! OMG OMG OMG.. the major suffering of the whole bmt.. i rly hate it but no choice gotta go thru it.. hope i can pass swiftly and smoothly.. god help me!

Tats all ba.. rly a short wkend this wk..

Im glad i passed range and HG!! Fieldcamp!! Thats my last obstacle..

I noe field camp is not easy... am so not prepared for it.. ok i rly dunno wad to do man..

Ok and i like this song tat goes like this.. "Don't let me go.. don't let me go.."... God, pls don't let me go..

Ala ala alalalalala... im talking rubbish i noe.. im stupid.. ah gong makes ppl stupid..

blogging rubbish all over...

i wan to puke.. zomg.

pai pai..