Winzzy's World Of Thoughts

Its just gone like in the blink of an eye..

So far, hav already completed my shooting and grenade throwing.. it was fun, to say the least.. and dangerous if not handled properly..

Up next..field camp.. the next major obstacle of bmt i hav to go thru!!

It sucks.. totally.. i guess i hav no choice.. hope to be back here again the next wkend..

Looking forward to the next bkout day!!

Tats all... nth to say.. gotta go off liaoz..

One thing i realised, once ur in ns, time is so limited... yes it is very limited.. such that i dun even have time to do many many things.. So therefore, u will start to treasure every little time u have seriously.. My time management is not that gd.. so yup.. shall buck up on that..

Ok off i go.. God, pls help me pull thru this field camp for next wk!!

PS: I have many things to say, but just couldn't say it out..

Haiz.. tats all folks! Bbz..

Anw, talking abt life in ns.. u nv noe unless u go thru it..

Its all abt discipline and regimentation.. u get fucked if u do things wrongly.. act blur, slow etc..

To say the least, wad i enjoy most or look forward to the most is sleeping and eating.

Sleeping is a time whereby i can put all my worries and troubles aside.. even for just that short period of time i rly feel peaceful and at ease.. but when the alarm clock rings, i noe its time to get up and face reality again..

Eating is a time whereby i can "vent" all the anger in me thru "stuffing myself" with food.. i do eat a lot seriously.. hungry that time dun even care.. ate like nobody business.. breakfast got bread i eat like dunno how many pieces.. as i rly wan to eat until im satisfied.. perhaps its wrong to do so i dunno..

Everytime when booking coming back home is really a joy to me, as i dun have to work.. just relax and slack.. but when book in and on the ferry.. seeing the island leave me is rly a sad thing.. as everytime i onboard the ferry means another wk of endurance to all the sufferings.. yes i have been SOS-ing all this while during my stay in bmt.

I actually looked forward to POC.. cant wait to get out of ah kong.. but.. i also noe unit life is not easy too.. so either way i am still at the losing end..

Ok dun wanna think any further.. already got so many kans from pmates, smates, bud, sg and sirs.. im kinda immune liao..

So field camp is next!! OMG OMG OMG.. the major suffering of the whole bmt.. i rly hate it but no choice gotta go thru it.. hope i can pass swiftly and smoothly.. god help me!

Tats all ba.. rly a short wkend this wk..

Im glad i passed range and HG!! Fieldcamp!! Thats my last obstacle..

I noe field camp is not easy... am so not prepared for it.. ok i rly dunno wad to do man..

Ok and i like this song tat goes like this.. "Don't let me go.. don't let me go.."... God, pls don't let me go..

Ala ala alalalalala... im talking rubbish i noe.. im stupid.. ah gong makes ppl stupid..

blogging rubbish all over...

i wan to puke.. zomg.

pai pai..

Right now, its been 3 wks since i've entered army. Time flies! Sometimes slow, sometimes fast.. whichever way it goes.

Anw... many things happened during my 3rd week.. lots of shit.. tekans here and there.. super shitty week.. at least i managed to survive thru that.

Supposedly to be able to book out on Sat, but cos of my unawareness.. i made a blunder and had to pay for it by doing guard duty on Sun.. it sucks.. 24 hrs shift.. at some ulu place some more.. its so dark and scary at night.. anw its over.. whew..

It doesn't seem gd to be booking out and in on the same day itself, but i'll still treasure all the time i have while here in mainland.

Gonna be back soon later ard 7pm.. adios..!

Thats all i guess.. nth much to write.. brain power also decreasing bit by bit as days go by.. no wonder they say army makes ppl stupid.. its true! dumb dumb..

Oh man, will be throwing grenade soon this coming wed.. hope all things go well as we only get to throw ONCE, and thats it.. so must make sure its a gd throw.. hope i dun get nervous as well..

Alright, have to go now.. cyaz all!

Will come back to update my blog again if i have time...

Wondering how come so fast i can bk out? Hehe..its....secret!!

Lol.. ok la, actually its not something nice also.. the thing is, i got fever and sorethroat.. due to H1N1 precautions, they allowed us to book out and i was given 7 days mc.

So i reached main land on thurs morning.. wanted to take a cab home from the ferry terminal but $$$ came to my mind so in the end i took cab to Pasir Ris MRT and took train back all the way... met a familiar face and my internship supervisor.. had a gd talk with him.. haha..

Then, reached home liao.. super tired cos the night before din sleep well so went to sleep all the way till 4pm.. wake up eat lunch, then slp again until 10 pm.. yeah, so basically i slept the whole day on thurs..

And now its sunday already.. omg.. 3 more days to book in.. suddenly felt 7 days gone past so fast.. :(

Right now, im having a cough and sorethroat which is BAD. The fever has died down a little bit but not sure if its completely died down or not..

Anws, im so gonna miss out a lot of things taught for the past 7 days.. aww..

So wells, just hope all my sicknesses faster go away so i can be healthy as a fiddle when i report back to camp.

Tats all bah.. ciaoz!