Frigging hell money

Friday, April 8, 2011 at 9:59 PM
Damn!! Freaking angry now!! ARGGGHHHH!!!

Everytime talk abt this sensitive issue... my blood will boil..

Wad is this sensitive issue?? Its none other than.. MONEY of course!!

Money this, money that... hate it.....

Ok let me say wads it all about.....

Today evening i just received the letter abt the gst credits that the gov will be giving.. and its an okay sum i would say.. so the thing is, earlier on i had wanted to get a new lappy and mum said she will help me to fork out with a bit knowing i had financial difficulties but now she said i can use that sum of money to buy the lappy without any worries..

I know its quite reasonable lah.. but imagine.. after i ord, i will no longer get anymore "salary".. so that sum of money is meant for me to use as additional reserved money just in case i need to use them..

But this is not the issue.. THe thing is, she said so loud infront of my dad summore.. originally i asked my dad to buy for me the lappy but he dun wan.. he damn selfish.. now he noe abt the thing, he dun even wan to help me anymore.. and we just had a quarrel earlier on abt this.. hate it manz!!

He already dun wan to sponsor me to further study at uni liao.. still wan to KB so much.. dun even wan to lend a helping hand for my lappy.. He said he will sponsor me to study if its a local u.. but if its private.. then it will be on my own.. like wth right?? Super pissed lor!! Freaking hell i have a father like him who is super selfish.. dun even wan to sponsor his own son for studies!! Fine lor.. next time i got money i dun give him!!

Now just thinking wad i shud do after my ord.. maybe will have to go to work first then study?? Really dunno wad path to take sia.. i wanna go pursue further studies in music actually.. cos i had been playing the piano for quite some time and fell in love with it.. wanna know more and how to play it actually.. but maybe this cud just be something like a hobby.. not a career that i can do for the rest of my life.. Haiz..

Sian lah!! MONEY MONEY MONEY!! Everything also MONEY!!!

MONEY till siao liao lah..... frigging hell..!!!

How i wish to sing the song Price Tag...

Its not about the money money money.. we dun need ur money money money.. we just wanna make the world dance.. forget abt the price tag!!

If only everything is this world doesn't come with a price tag.. everything is free!! Education is free.. eating is free.. enjoyment is free!! Wouldn't it be so fucking perfect??

If only..... damnnnnn.

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Thoughts and feelings

at 12:23 PM
Heyas, im back to blog again! Yeah.. oh wells, haven been blogging for quite some time too..

So, i just had my wisdom tooth plucked on the left side.. operation was smooth and successful.. Thank goodness!! But there's still a bit of pain whenever i open my mouth wide.. and the stitches inside is quite irritating and i keep thinking if they will break or not.. So dun dare to touch it..

Meanwhile, am now resting at home for recovery.. haiz, finally get to rest!! Have been working like a dog the past few wks..especially during that BIG exercise which requires us to OT.. i just feel like im going to faint anytime.. Got once i even got splitting headache cos my MSG too kan chiong already throw all his kc-ness to me.. i become kc and go siao also.. haiz..

And yes, we gotta stay in now!! BOO!! Sad sia... no more stay out le.. machiam like BMT recruit life sia.. sian.. first day of stay in alr sucks.. As i changed bunk the day before, ppl were wondering why i keep changing bunks.. in the end they got an idea and spread to the rest.. now everyone noe why i change.. but actually wad they think is not true at all.. but i dun wanna tell them the truth so i just said yes to their answer.. anws, soon it will get over..

First night of stay-in, i was in a new bunk with new faces.. pretty much the OJEs.. and i was sleeping next to this oje.. by right, we all turn the fan to the max.. and then at night i feel very cold like shivering ttm.. i wanted to turn the fan down a little but then this oje tell me he very hot ask me not to close.. so sian lor.. btw, his body is quite "big" lah.. so u shud noe.. fats.. thats why he dun feel cold.. but i feel very cold lor!! End up i wear coverall to sleep to keep myself warm..

Now i thinking if i go back again, i will def not slp next to him liao.. cos his fan turn so strong.. make me very cold.. i think i will go to the next bed at least wun be so cold.. but then change here change there also very mafan.. sian..

I rly hate stay in man!! Now my relationships with my platoon mates all not so good.. dunno why they treat me so bad.. i just feel damn sad.. dunno wad i do to deserve all this.. am so nice to them but they treat me so bad.. Looks like it doesn't pay to be a nice guy at all.. ppl will only take advantage of u if ur too nice..

Haiz.. dun wan to continue this sad story already lah.. gonna enjoy my few days of stay out life at home ttm before i go back!!

And.. i hope time faster pass man!! 3 more months left to ORD!! Why does it feel so long???

I wan faster ORD!!!! GO GO GO!!!!

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